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  • in reply to: Two sixteen-year old girls in critical condition! #1049462
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    B”H!

    Thanks for the update, streek.

    in reply to: How to find a friend/rabbi? #996188
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    I love Lost’s subtitle!!!!!!!

    Kudos to the mod that came up with it,

    in reply to: Commuting/Parking: Columbia Medical Center #997510
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    Welcome to the CR btw.

    Always nice to see new faces around here 🙂

    in reply to: Commuting/Parking: Columbia Medical Center #997509
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    Call Chai Lifeline.

    in reply to: How to make people look at your thread #996137
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    I miss Eclipse!

    in reply to: Dressing on the Side #996111
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    OH!

    LOL thats really funny 🙂

    I like your humor goq. If only id understand it….

    in reply to: Dressing on the Side #996107
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    Huh?!

    So lost…

    in reply to: interview #996191
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    LF-

    deja vu…

    in reply to: A strange fear. #996461
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    zalman-

    Dude, that is one negative attitude you’ve got! I hope Lost wasn’t offended…

    in reply to: Question About Punishment After Death #1001441
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    Rabbi Wallerstein has some terrifying shiurim on this topic… Gehinnom is infinitely worse than anything anyone here could imagine. Sneak peek- there’s a gehinnom of burning cold ice that is considered worse than the fire one. Gehinnom isn’t just about physical pain, like someone here mentioned- its more spiritual pain than anything else. Oh, and heres the worst part (in my opinion)- whatever limbs you used to do aveiros are swollen in a very obvious way so that everyone can see it. The shame must be indescribable!Imagine walking around in front of everyone and them knowing every sin that you’ve ever done! And those limbs are painful too. Also, you can be hung by the limbs that you used for aveiros. BTW, about the swollen limbs- if you had a connection with Hashem then you get something to cover your swollen body with so that others cant see it. Whatever, theres a lot more tosay on this topic but I’ll be nice and spare you the gory details. Suffice it to say- gehinnom is something you should really be concerned about.

    in reply to: interview #996189
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    in reply to: Home #996076
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    in reply to: Fun while it lasted #998836
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    Awwwwwww…

    I know I should really be congratulating you on being strong enough to (sorta) give up the internet, but I’m really going to miss you. You’re like the sweet voice of kedusha in the cr. I WANNA GO TO ISRAEL!!!! I have a few Israeli classmates and I’ve noticed that they’re so just totally GOOD. Us Americans can’t compare to them.

    Anyways, just want to thank you for everything and let you know that everyone in the cr is gonna miss you. Tonz.

    Stay awesome!

    in reply to: If I knew who you were #1075850
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    AWWWWW!!!!

    <sniffle>

    in reply to: To the-art-of-moi: (Sorry if I spelled it wrong) #992702
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    nonikname-

    You sound like you’ve been through a lot. Well, I’m going to be honest with you and just say what I feel- hope you don’t get insulted. BTW- I’m really not judging you. Even if it may sound like it. So… I’ve been through a lot too. And I’ve come to realize that Hashem gives hardships to people as a way of getting them to wake up and stop doing whatever they’re doing wrong. And I can honestly say that looking back, I’ve grown so much through everything I’ve been through. So, yes I know. You’ve been hurt. You’ve been abused. You’ve been through experiences that may have left you feeling like Hashem doesn’t care about you. Right now you’re at a crossroads. Either you abandon your relationship with Hashem- which would be SO SAD, seeing as He handpicked you from a 7 billion people to be a part of His special nation, or you start the process towards beginning to live. Really live. I’ve been there. I’ve had someone tell me all this. And B”HI was smart enough to make the right choice. If you want to start trying now, you’ve got a whole support group here for you. Seriously. And the first step towards Life is realizing that Hashem loves you more than anything. So much, that He would create this entire wonderful world for you. Just for you. I’m going to try finding a shiur on torahanytime that will get you started. You can do this.

    Hugs!

    OURtorah-

    You’re so sweet I wanna hug you!!!!!!!! (random exclamation)

    B”H, I’m surviving. Every day is a blessing. Stay amazing!

    in reply to: Couplets, haikus and any short poems by weird people #1209807
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    notasheep-

    Where do you come up with these? They’re amazing! You could totally sell them for lotsa money.

    Shopping-

    SHOPPING! MY TALENTED SHOPPING!

    Just a bit of OURtorah in there 😉

    Seriously, you’re good! I hope that last one is just a figment of your imagination! Sounds sad 🙁

    in reply to: If I knew who you were #1075848
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    If it’s me then tell me quick so I can dig a big enough hole to bury myself in! Seriously, if you know me- I want to know. Because I wanna know you in real life!

    in reply to: To the-art-of-moi: (Sorry if I spelled it wrong) #992698
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    WOW this thread is amazing! Kudos to Shopping for starting it. And to streekgeek and OURtorah for being the resident Rabbis and psychologists 🙂 And Shopping. You gals are amazing. Mi keamcha Yisrael!

    in reply to: I miss Chanuka! #1001808
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    WIY-

    Thanks for the compliments 🙂 As always, your post made me smile. But why does being close to Hashem make me feel guilt? I’m working on doing teshuva for my mistakes but every time I feel like I’m getting somewhere, one of my parents says or does something hurtful and I blow up at them and that special feeling is over… Like just now, I was saying tehillim bec. I’m having some health issues- nufin dangerous but extremely painful… And then my dad came home and said that he x has the money to pay for treatment, he had the same thing when he was younger and he grew outa it. So I just ran up to my room… And turned the music up. So nervous for this shabbos, my sister is going away so it’ll just be me and y parents. Help. I don’t want this! k, it’s gonna be over soon… positive attitude! I’m trying but why is Hashem making it so HARD?!

    in reply to: To the-art-of-moi: (Sorry if I spelled it wrong) #992674
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    Shopping im crying as i write this u sound like youre hurting so much and all i wanna do is make the hurt go away. Whoever is blackmailing you is a sick person. I have a feeling the mods will close this thread so i just wanna get this out there quick. Whoever is reading this can see the situation in todays world. Please daven for the geula to come fast! HASHEM, please we cant do this nemore! Shopping you are in my tefillos. There is a light at the end of this tunnel somewhere.

    in reply to: Couplets, haikus and any short poems by weird people #1209798
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    Yup, laytzonay, cr addiction is very real. We should start a CRA! Coffee Room Anonymous!

    in reply to: I miss Chanuka! #1001798
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    Wow, WIY that’s amazing! Thank you so much for that! NOW it all makes sense. YAY! Now I can do proper teshuvah. WIY you are so amazing!!!!!!! You should be like a speaker, yah know? THANK YOU!

    in reply to: Cheer Up! #991970
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    Be happy!

    Dooooon’t worry!

    Smile cuz HASHEM is hugging you right now. And always.

    in reply to: To the-art-of-moi: (Sorry if I spelled it wrong) #992669
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    Shopping-

    Stay strong! You’re awesome. thinking of you all day.

    fkelly- Thanks for the reality check… Try as I might, I can’t excuse my dads behavior. Just one example- he says he x has money to pay for my stuff, yet somehow he has the money to get a new luxury car every other day…<sigh> My opinion of him changes every hour. So confused.

    nonikname- Oish, you sound like you’ve been through a lot… What can I say that’ll make you feel happy? xoxoxoxoxox

    in reply to: Are You A Killer Sociopath? (Riddle) #1005549
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    Which mod is playing around with the title of this thread? lol it changes every time I look at it.

    in reply to: Couplets, haikus and any short poems by weird people #1209796
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    OMIGOODNESS! Notasheep, you’re beyond talented. You’re… amazingly awesomely WOW!!!!!!! I love your imagination. I’m obseeeeeeessed. Wow. Omigosh. You are the coolest ever.

    in reply to: Where is __________ #996023
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    Lil Froggie-

    THERE you are! Now stop being naughty and jumping outa mummy’s hand!

    in reply to: Are You A Killer Sociopath? (Riddle) #991575
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    Oh my gosh, I got it! She was hoping that he’d show up to her sisters funeral too! Heehee I guess I’m a siciopath.

    in reply to: I miss Chanuka! #1001793
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    WIY-

    I know that but I feel like I haven’t done proper teshuva. What is teshuva anyways? It’s viduy and charata and kaballah al ha’asid. Wow, that was spelled rly weird… Oh well. So, I’ve been learning that every year since I entered preschool but what does that mean? Vidduy is confessing what I’ve done wrong. Why do I hafta do that? Hashem knows e.t, doesn’t He? Charata is guilt. Okay, no worries about that one 🙂 I’ve def fulfilled my obligation. And kabballah al ha’assid- what’s the point? I know that next time I’m overwhelmed I’ll do it again so why bother? Gosh, I should really stop asking you these questions don’t feel obligated to respond if you x want to. I hope I’m not annoying you…

    in reply to: Couplets, haikus and any short poems by weird people #1209792
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    notasheep-

    lol! you’ve got talent, girl!

    in reply to: Vote for me to get a subtitle #993714
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    WHOOPS! That was a major faux pas. hehe I’ve been looking for the opportunity to use French around here 🙂 Makes me feel cool lol. ok, so 29(emphasis on 9) I’ve looked through this thread and you seem to be a sweetheart! I LOOOOOVE OURtorahs subtitle. It’s amazing how you managed to capture her essence( i kno, that sounded creepy) in one short sentence. Isn’t OUR amazing? Love her!!!! So anyways it’s awesome meeting you. hago.

    Thank you

    in reply to: To the-art-of-moi: (Sorry if I spelled it wrong) #992663
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    nonikname- Thank you for your kind words! You’re so sweet. I understand what you’re saying about davening for your dad to die and that really scares me. What have you been through that has hurt you to that extent? Can I send some hugs your way? I wish I’d be able to go for therapy. I’ve diagnosed myself with anxiety and panic attacks. Don’t know how much self diagnosis is worth but I’ve met people with it and spoken to them about it and they all agree with me that something is majorly wrong with me. K, that sounded funny but they meant it in a caring way. 🙂 I know I need therapy but… something is keeping me back from going. I know that therapy would mean things getting worse before better and I’m not strong enough for that. Whatevs… hago!

    in reply to: To the-art-of-moi: (Sorry if I spelled it wrong) #992662
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    Baal Boose-

    You know what, you’re so right. Even in an extreme case like mine. People don’t just act the way my dad does for no reason (I hope). My dad must be in tremendous pain. He’s addicted to so many things and addictions are born of pain. it’s really true what you’re saying about fathers being politely left outa their kids lives. Thank you for posting that; it’s given me a lot to think about. Your post is making me cry of guilt. I can’t believe I just forgot my dad is a human being too! What is WRONG with me? OK, lets not turn this thread into a support group for me- Shopping needs that right now. And I really want others to reply to your post. It’s not right that dads get treated this way…

    in reply to: Teasing #991875
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    Oh… whoops. Just read this thread and realized my comment was outa place 🙁 Oh well…

    I guess people are more closed in real life cuz you just don’t want bad info to haunt you when you’re in shidduchim…

    in reply to: Couplets, haikus and any short poems by weird people #1209790
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    mobico-

    You’ve got the mind of a poet

    and you really show it

    can i borrow it for a few days?

    Aaaand…. I’m stuck again 🙁

    Talent, talent, where are you?

    I’m sittin here waitin for well… you.

    heehee this is NOT working out.

    in reply to: Teasing #991874
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    streek-

    Really? I have spiritual friends… I wouldn’t survive skool w.o em!

    in reply to: To the-art-of-moi: (Sorry if I spelled it wrong) #992658
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    Streek and OURtoah said everything that needs to be said. I second them. You are in my thoughts and prayers, Shopping. Stay strong and stay amazing. ((((((()))))) sending you hugs, where ever you are!

    in reply to: Couplets, haikus and any short poems by weird people #1209787
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    Those aint mine btw. They’re just thingies I like.

    in reply to: Are You A Killer Sociopath? (Riddle) #991566
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    Did you come up with this story yourself? You’re so creative!

    in reply to: To the-art-of-moi: (Sorry if I spelled it wrong) #992655
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    Shopping, you sound like you are in so much pain! I’m going to try to type everything I wanna say now but I might hafta leave in middle so forgive me if I just stop this post mid sentence. You sound like you’ve been having these feelings for a long time which makes me cry. I wanna get on a plane and fly to Israel so I can try to make the hurt go away… Being a teen means having the feelings you’re having- don’t think it’s not normal. But that doesn’t make it any easier… I’m so sorry that you feel like you have no one to turn to. Been there, done that and it’s awful

    in reply to: I miss Chanuka! #1001790
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    I am doing a lot of chessed these days- it feels so awesome to do something for the benefit of someone else! I’ve tried doing that tehillim thingy SO many times AND with english trans but I never remembered and somehow it just never works out. Last night I felt so close to Hashem and I cried cuz I know if I hadn’t done some of the things I did, I’d be even closer… I read the mesillas yesharim- opened right up to the page where it says that the stuff I did are hardest to do teshuva for and they have a permanent affect on your neshoma… I said some tehillim and I was just SOBBING! All night! Why does this happen every Friday night? I don’t like my neshama yeseira, it makes me feel to guilty…

    in reply to: Vote for me to get a subtitle #993711
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    hey, everyone is bonding with 21! I feel so left out

    That’s because you spelled my name wrong 🙂

    in reply to: The YWN Coffee Room Welcome Wagon #1064902
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    bumped for the benefit of shopping’s health 🙂

    in reply to: I miss Chanuka! #1001788
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    WIY- Yup, that’s what I’m trying to do… It’s hard, though. Really hard. I’m not sure why but I felt Hashem a lot more on Chanuka than right now… 🙁 WOW, that shiur is AMAZING!!!!!! Thanks for referring me to it. It made me feel so much better about myself. If Hashem thinks I was worthy enough to be born into this amazing nation there must be some good in me somewhere! You’re right, it’s a must for everyone to hear it.

    in reply to: Everyone Must Answer: What Is YOUR Favorite Dish (food) #1184441
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    Chocolate!

    Chocolate!

    Chocolate!

    CHOCOLATE!!!

    Yummy in my tummy.

    in reply to: Lipa on Broadway?! #992716
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    Oish. I feel so bad for Lipas family…

    in reply to: Where is __________ #996018
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    I wish Middle Path hadn’t stopped posting… Not to mention ayc!

    in reply to: Teasing #991871
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    There are so many amazing people in the cr! Look at all they’ve been through and yet they are still frum and kind and wonderful. You are all an inspiration.

    in reply to: Are America and Israel still allies? #991521
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    In one of the pres debates a while ago, Obama listed all of our allies. He forgot to mention Israel. Romney corrected him. Sigh.

    in reply to: Couplets, haikus and any short poems by weird people #1209786
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    Flattened:

    The story that is told

    By a severely flattened toad,

    Is of evidential failure

    In attempts to cross the road.

    The bee:

    A bee flew by

    And hit my eye,

    Yesterday, at twelve.

    I wish it had been quicker,

    As I can’t think of anything to rhyme with twelve.

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