Tachash

When people with valid questions are discouraged by rabbis who tell them that “WE” don’t discuss such topics”, or “That’s Kabbalah, WE don’t discuss that”, they can do no better job at turning people away. That, and the fact that such answers indicate that the response is coming from someone that simply doesn’t know the answer, and has no idea what Kabbalah teaches.

No one else gets to decide for you what is a valid question worthy of thought and/or consideration.