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And naturally, I am going to end up going home in the next few weeks… I just have to take care of some things first… Luckily, I found a place to stay while I sort these things out…
snowbunny3318MemberI hear, and I am thinking about going home in the next few weeks as well because my current program is trying to find a reason to kick me out… my mom isn’t religious, so I would have to find all that funding by myself… Since there is a complicated financial picture, I am not sure if I am able to go home on a financial level (not because of needing money for flight, I have an open ended ticket, something else…). My mom knows what is going on, but she isn’t in the mood to have me come home…
snowbunny3318MemberMods… please close this thread. We are getting to carried away here with diagnoses, plus, in a different thread, Health said that he only plays a doctor online, but isn’t an actual doctor in real life.
snowbunny3318MemberI would only get up at 11 am because I wasn’t feeling well. When I am feeling well, I get up at 7:30 am. Class starts at 8:30 am.
snowbunny3318Member1. New Roc City (or any similar arcade).
2. Go out with your friends for pizza.
3. Ice Skating at Rockefeller (or anywhere else with an ice skating rink).
4. Go to a Basketball or Hockey Game (doesn’t have to be major league, i have had plenty of fun at minor league games, and they are the cheaper ones, also can go to a college basket ball game).
snowbunny3318Memberif i go back to the states, now, I won’t be able to come back…
snowbunny3318MemberI never asked anyone here to be my therapist… plus I trust a doctor who examined me more than people on this website, who have most likely never met me before. My situation is very unique in nature and although that does not mean that I want the world to pity me, by issues, I mean my madrichot called me repeatedly and interrupted my doctor appointment today, and I knew it was my madricha, so I decided that the call wasn’t important. I get one free shabbos a month and I am looking forward tomorrow to having the ability to turn my phone off for around 30 hours, maybe even thirty two or even better, 36 hours! I have never been more excited about turning my phone off on a weekday when it wasn’t shabbos! Things are a lot more complicated than I am making it here. I mean, imagine being told that anything remotely wrong you have done over several weeks (by my doctor today) was only done by me as a result of having such high levels of stress.
For the first few days after taking my medication, omeprazole, (which my great aunt also has chronic gastritis, so we both take the same medication, which further reiterates to me that I got the correct diagnosis…) I felt better. However, eventually things got a bit more stressful and as a result, I have not been able to participate in every single activity on my schedule…. I have done everything that I can do ON MY OWN, and now it is time for my dream of having SOMEONE ELSE volunteer to do the dirty work of standing up to the directors of my program. And yes, although there needs to be adjustments with my therapy, my medications work perfectly fine, been working fine for almost ten years now. Its very difficult to completely adjust when every month since september, I have switched to a new room and the only month I didn’t have a room mate was when I lived in Kiryat Sefer while searching for a place to switch into. Although that month was stressful, it was a lot easier because I had my own room and didn’t have to worry about other people’s extremes in sleep schedules…
snowbunny3318MemberI was told that even though the box for opalgin says I can take it 3-4 times a day, that I can only take one pill once a day if I anticipate missing class for pain related issues. The issue is with my stomach, which is part of my abdomen, however, it is inflamed and at the moment, I am desperate because I don’t want to get booted for no reason other than having medical issues.
I do hope that the doctor will be able to help more than any medication because he originally told me today that I should switch schools, which is not possible at this time or point of the year (or financially), which is why he wants to speak to the people that are in charge of my program for me.
My legs felt warm to touch most likely as a result of another internal panic related symptom. Also, my hands are usually freezing so my legs were probably normal temperature for once.
snowbunny3318Memberthe doctor just gave me a prescription for optalgin and told me to take it when i think i am going to end up missing class and that he will address the underlying issues with the people in charge of my program because my situation is so ridiculous with all the issues that have come along with it that someone else who is a bit more on the sidelines needs to handle it on my behalf (I have tried standing up for myself repeatedly and it hasn’t worked and that is why it has gotten to this point where I am having stress-related gastritis…) I think this means that my condition is now chronicish however I am cleared to eat what ever I want.
snowbunny3318MemberSpectacles… Most people wear glasses instead…
snowbunny3318MemberI know that if I say haMapil and bedtime shema that I won’t actually stay silent and will end up going to the bathroom/ eating nosh/ using my computer/ texting, so I don’t really do much Jewish bed time rituals…
snowbunny3318MemberSmile E. Face: You do, but they were really flexible about coming down town, my mom is a single parent and some weeks if she was really busy, she didn’t have to go downtown for work. The reason they let you work out of the house so many times a week is because it is a budget cut for the company… to be honest with you though, most places that pay a decent amount of money require you to show up to their work place. My mom had to get a new job through a different company, and she has to commute downtown (from a northern suburb- not skokie) and she is only allowed to work out of the house once a week because they prefer you to show up every day and she had to negotiate it into her contract…
Accenture definitely pays better than teaching in the Jewish Day schools…
By the way, my mom didn’t like commuting to work when she had to, but it was a really good job for her to have as a single parent with two children because it allowed my brother and I to learn (I was in high school and he was in sixth grade when she took the job) how to become better cooks and house cleaners so that we could become more independent, while still having our mom at home when we needed her.
January 23, 2013 8:53 pm at 8:53 pm in reply to: Fundraising Ideas for Shana Bet… funding in community exhausted 4 shana aleph #923046snowbunny3318MemberIs there an e-mail address for the Zemer Talmud Torah Fund?
snowbunny3318MemberI feel that they are both.
For example: giving Tzedakah is an obligation, but also we get schar for olam haba when we give maser money. I donated seven dollars towards someone’s fundraising campaign who is running for Yachad because that is all I could afford to give and I felt bad for her because she hasn’t even raised half the funds necessary to run in the marathon. I felt really good about myself after donating to her fundraising campaign, as someone who doesn’t always have a ton of money, I prefer to donate larger amounts of money like that to people who I know are running marathons, or raising money for a cause than to people who are collecting money in the street.
Another Example: Respecting our parents is an obligation. For most of us, when we were kids, although we know that our parents love us unconditionally, our relationships would be much better with them when we respected and honored them than if we didn’t.
snowbunny3318Memberretirement…
snowbunny3318Memberaccenture is a global business company that allows you to work out of your house a few times a week (when my mom worked there, she worked at home four days a week) and they require you to go to downtown chi town the fifth day. Pays well compared to most out of house jobs.
snowbunny3318Membergot it…
January 22, 2013 5:59 pm at 5:59 pm in reply to: Racism and Chinuch: What do we teach our children about diversity? #929180snowbunny3318MemberThere is still no reason to condone racism in our school system. I just don’t feel comfortable with the fact that I graduated in a high school class where people in my class were somewhat racist.
By the way, RACISM is when you say DEROGATORY comments/ DISCRIMINATE against a person or group of people because of their RACE.
snowbunny3318MemberHealth: SB -“also, if my legs are feeling warm when I touch them… what does that mean?”
Forget about everything else, just go to the 3 different Doctors.
Me: What does that mean?
snowbunny3318Memberalso, if my legs are feeling warm when I touch them… what does that mean?
January 21, 2013 11:35 pm at 11:35 pm in reply to: Racism and Chinuch: What do we teach our children about diversity? #929154snowbunny3318Membersushee, I hear that. But that doesn’t give us the right to put down gentiles.
snowbunny3318MemberUnfortunately…
snowbunny3318MemberSounds lovely… until you know find out that my brother is having similar issues and has had them for over a year and he can’t afford to be tested, so what makes me any different?
What do you think I have? Cancer?
snowbunny3318MemberI got mine when I was in Israel two summers ago. I have a pasuk on it. I only wore it twice since I got it. I don’t even remember the pasuk on it. My advice to you is to pick something you will be able to translate and remember.
snowbunny3318MemberWell, guess what?!?!?!?!?! Americans were even dumb enough to vote for him again! At least he decided to only have two inaugural balls this time around instead of the ten that he had the first time.
snowbunny3318MemberMorah Rach, you sound like my english teacher from last year… what do you think of beowulf?
snowbunny3318MemberData entry. Go to elance.com I have gotten two jobs from there.
snowbunny3318MemberI would have to see if it is even covered by my health insurance… are you trying to tell me I have ulcers?
snowbunny3318MemberI have one and I know a number of girls who wear theirs all the time in the bathroom with no problem (I love how lately coffee room has been talking about teenage girl- visiting E”Y status symbols!) There are so many girls that wear them that I am pretty sure rabbis would say something if your could not wear them in the bathroom. Plus, they never spell out the actual letters of HaKodosh Baruch Hu’s name.
snowbunny3318Memberwhy would there be any halachos about them? There is nothing wrong with them. Also, if you cover your collarbone (and based on this post, you are worried about them touching your skin), then there should not be a problem with that.
snowbunny3318Memberwhat excuses? I am doing everything that I can.
snowbunny3318MemberMy school would kill me if they found out I would post this type of stuff here… Plus I can manage this stuff myself, I just need a private place to make the calls.
Plus, I would not be here if I wasn’t seeing a shrink… before I continue down this track, could we stop talking about my emotional problems?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? This isn’t normal.
January 21, 2013 5:51 pm at 5:51 pm in reply to: what chassidic movements don't require you to grow a beard? #921393snowbunny3318Memberok…
snowbunny3318MemberI am in a very unique seminary program, so I am being exposed to a variety of different teaching methods. But also, you could have different types of Halacha, such as medical halacha, computer arts classes, where you teach the girls how to use photoshop, which can be vital in order to get a parnossa as a graphic designer…
snowbunny3318MemberThere is no reason to be that picky at all…
January 21, 2013 4:21 pm at 4:21 pm in reply to: what chassidic movements don't require you to grow a beard? #921388snowbunny3318MemberHalachically, one is not supposed to cut the corners of his beard. This is why some men who shave have a heter to do so with an electric razor that pulls the hairs out instead of cutting them like a razor typically does. Its not just a chassidish thing, it is also a litvish thing as well.
snowbunny3318MemberThis is the second seminary that I am at this year, I switched here from a different seminary…
The thing is that I am actually in two programs, the reason people in Program “A” are on top of me like this is because it is a program meant for people with… well let me put it this way, we have ten girls and four madrichot here, who are here as bnot sherut.
Program “B” is completely normal, extremely modern orthodox seminary.
I am a bit more Bais yaakov, like I spent 12th grade in the local bais yaakov (I am a baal teshuva).
This all leads to constant culture shock, and my gastritis is my body’s way of reacting to it.
Yes, it stinks, but I consider myself to be very brave because I have gone through so much and in spite of all of the things I went through, I continue to charge forward, looking for the next opportunities. I was pushed into these programs by someone I am somewhat close to, its not a perfect fit, but the key here is that once I smooth out these health- harming bumps, everything should be ok.
snowbunny3318MemberAlso sunflower seeds are really good. Ice cream should be good as well.
I do not have celiac, but I really enjoy eating tofu on the rare occasion that I can get my hands on some.
January 21, 2013 10:59 am at 10:59 am in reply to: Girls in Shidduchim wearing sweatshirts ? #922922snowbunny3318MemberI think that most sweatshirts girl wear are somewhat status symbols showing that they have been in a specific program. I personally think that some sweatshirts are not good to wear outdoors after a certain age, but zip up hoodies should not be a problem. Not everyone can afford a north face, and sweatshirts are a cheaper alternative to them (I personally have two north face fleece jackets and a winter jacket because I knew when I got them that I would wear them for several years, its already my fifth winter wearing the winter jacket, same with my gloves, people tell me I should replace them, but I don’t have the ability to at this time, and they are still very warm). When I was still growing, height wise, my mother would never spend so much money on alternatives to sweatshirts, regardless of status symbols and stuff like that. Even then, I most of the time don’t wear my fleece north face jackets because I like my zip up hoodies and sweatshirts better.
snowbunny3318Membermuch cheaper in the states, so I can have someone bring it here for me. It wasn’t covered by my insurance, which makes sense because it is a vitamin, and it cost 150 shkalim at the pharmacy.
I was able to go to class today and stay the whole time without any issues- Thank G-d. And I woke up on time as well. My teacher was pretty chill about the whole me missing class for a while thing, she gave me her e-mail address so that I could e-mail her if I am not feeling well. I wish I got everyone’s e-mail addresses at the beginning (teachers).
snowbunny3318MemberI just saw a doctor- I thought I was going to see the same doctor as last time, but it turned out to be someone else… she gave me a prescription for fish oil, and basically ignored my symptoms and said she couldn’t do anything about it (which unfortunately as a result of my emotional problems happens way to often), it wasn’t covered by my insurance (obviously) and since I don’t have enough money for it, I didn’t get the fish oil. I feel like it is much cheaper…
snowbunny3318MemberI know that I need to see someone not connected to my school, preferably in person to, however, I talk to someone on the phone once a week to check in, and my mom pays a fortune for that, I don’t really think having three social workers is a practical solution at this point- nor affordable.
No, I didn’t get my medical license, however, I saw a doctor last week and today’s visit is going to be a follow- up.
I often have issues (memory wise) pointing out symptoms unless the doctor starts from my feet up and asks me about each body part, that is why I like web md symptom checker… mostly that issue comes from stress, and also because throughout my life, I have had doctors consider my issues to be not valid because of my emotional problems (which is ridiculous because I am practically normal because I take my medication- some people even consider me “popular” whatever that means, every time I go out, I always see someone I know, or even more than one person.
snowbunny3318MemberI understand that there are different opinions, however I don’t think there is a point of debating the legitimacy of Zionism here on this website…
January 21, 2013 6:03 am at 6:03 am in reply to: Missing cell phone- Facebook Security says its in Bnei Brak? #921177snowbunny3318MemberI forgot to do that when I had it… plus my android doesn’t have a data plan. I am getting a cheapo rental phone from talk and save later today… but at least i can use bluetooth to get a different ring tone.
snowbunny3318Memberthat would be good for a kashrus class and hilchos shabbos class.
January 21, 2013 12:13 am at 12:13 am in reply to: Missing cell phone- Facebook Security says its in Bnei Brak? #921174snowbunny3318Memberwhat? Really?
I actually called it repeatedly on sunday, but nobody answered it. Its on vibrate.
snowbunny3318MemberIts kinda like how more secular Jews wear coca- cola apparel in Hebrew as their status symbol.
snowbunny3318MemberThe sea-bands seem interesting.
I don’t really have iced coffee every day because I only go out a few times a week. I stopped buying large bottles of coca-cola that I used to drink to help me wake up in the morning (I typically don’t get up easily without a high dose of caffeine like that- not drinking the whole bottle at once… my mom also drinks a can of pepsi every morning to help her wake up, when I wake up, I am never really conscious enough to drink and make my own coffee) because i have to wait a half hour after taking the medicine to drink anything.
January 20, 2013 11:43 pm at 11:43 pm in reply to: Insanity!! Netura Karta Sicko Forces His Boys Into Frum Girls School in Antwerp #928898snowbunny3318MemberIn that case, it is wrong of them (the Yeshivas and Bais Yaakovs) to accept public funding.
snowbunny3318MemberSince I lost my phone last night… I can’t really cancel my appointment. I had my madrichot call to make the appointment for me because I figured that since they watch me like a two year old anyway, this is the time to pretend I need help (JK, but I really did have them make the appointment for me). I do see a therapist, but she is an intern, and to close to my program in terms of involvement for me to gain much benefit from it. I am already on anti-anxiety medications, been on them for almost ten years… I think that I should just see the regular doctor tomorrow because he is covered by my student health insurance, and then take it from there.
Also, these symptoms started three weeks ago, IBS needs it to go on for six months.
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