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lol torah

do u mean like- there was a old lady standing on the train and it was a mojor struggle deciding if i shud give her my seat, but out of the goodness of my heart i stood up nd gave her my seat

i wrote none of those things, i wrote a major challenge that i went through, how i dealt with that and how i grew from it

then i am unique:)

mine was nothing like tht (maybe cuz i was never songdance head)

our torah- exactly cuz i dont wanna b ‘that girl’ who goes OTD nd then when shes older comes back nd regrets all of her mistakes, i wud like to avoid it all if i can

shopping- thts a great story but its not tht i dont belive tht god made the world, its just tht i dont think he cares about me at all (nd yeah im a girl)

Our Torah-“go to a mirror right now, close your eyes and then open them. tell me what you see- I dont want to hear you say I see a depressed person. You see someone who is able to see, someone who has eyes. Someone who is able to type and write her feelings on a place where people care and love to help!” the prob is tht i do see a depressed person, i started working with special needs kids to try to b grateful 4 wat i have but it just doesnt work… u said 2 say tehillim, i dont even daven at all anymore i just dont see a point

shopping-i happen 2 not like jewish books just cuz of the grammer nd sentence structure its hard to read (they shud rly fix tht nd they wud get more readers) but im gonna listen 2 their songs thanx:) nd i loved tht poem

streekgeek- not rly no.. when i do the ‘right’ things like daven nd mitzvos, things dont improve. the ppl who hurt me still continue and those who are nasty and mean and downright disgusting live the dream and people think im wrong when i am mad at someone for abusing me so i rly dont c how god helps me

he meant to kill the sister but by mistake got the mom so he hypnotized her:)

baal boose- ur right i guess i was making the assumption, i dont think im in the place to judge that situation

(assuming again) it seems like its your situation and i have no idea why the teen doesnt want to have a relationship with her dad but usually kids my age are not the most forgiving nd if this father used to tuck the kid in for 5 yrs, did he do anthing during the day or just come home at night?

shopping- i think u shud mayb make a new username nd like syag said i dont think that tht person will tell ur parents

roses are red

violets are blue

monkeys like you

belong in a zoo

but don’t be afraid

i’ll be there too

not in the cage

but laughing at you

I’m only joking

im just bored

i just wanted to

say hello to you

so enjoy this poem

that i made up for you

hope ut makes you smile

and helps you enjoy your day too

how bout checking on their personality?

TAOM-thanx 4 the hugs:)

i cant say my story online because it has become so public where i live that if one person who lives in my area or knows someone who lives in my area will be able to figure out who i am

but i can say that i was very lucky to start therapy when i was in 6th grade and my therapist was amazing!! its rly hard for me to trust anyone and she is one of the few that i do trust

i get what your saying about diognosing yourself, i have diognosed myself with depression and ocd

if you cant go to a therapist then im gonna say like everyone else did, pls find yourself someone to talk to in real life i get that its much easier to just type it and get advice from some anonymous person but its much healthier to talk to a real person

shopping- your also an amazing person and i can tell that you have been through a lot stay strong!!

even though you guys have been talking for about a month i just saw this thread

TAOM- i am in awe of u!! ur so amazing!! (nd i thought my life is hard…)

what u said a while ago bout davening for your father to get into jail, i understand u completly but also know that these stuff do happen

i will sound like a really mean person when i say this but i davened for my father to die and when he did i was relieved, i get what your saying but also i agree with everyone and i feel that you should go see a therapist i think one will really help u

once again i cant believe what your going through and im so proud that you aren’t going and doing something like self harm (been there, done that i doesnt help)

stay strong!!!!

the tayva was not a house floating in water

oops streeKgeek- i apologize

btw how did u guess i was a she?!?

at the risk of sounding stupid… i dont know of that prophecy

48, 49

i never met those…

im still a newbie here:)

um… yes and so is hearts and backgammon and pinball…

hungergamesfan- i love that name!! i actually went to an archery place not long ago

wait- what cool thing are they talking about?

btw since i only had experience with mod 29 i have to say he is the best:)

(im flattering you so you will show me the cool thing)

shopping613-

bring the attention of the mods that no one changed yours… best way to get it changed

wait a sec!!

if i write “why does everyone want a sub title so much” will i get one too???

pretty much… it helps to know im not alone