keep climbing

but i feel im abandoning the world around me in this soul searching.im not doiog my social anxietx homework.btw right now my parents think im just dealing with social anxiety and not s/t deeper and more complex.

no its totally fine.you actualy have amazing replies.keep it up.keep on posting.my feelings are unpredictable.some feelings im too embarresed to tell someone about them.why did hashem create us to be so complex and confused.nothing is simple. the past few days ive been trying to sort out my feelings and havent done any of my social anxiety work.and i cant even explain to my father why.should i stop this soul searchimg.

im realy mad.im realy hungry but im too scared and self consious to go to breakfast.its a terrible feeling.usually i sit next to safe people but there werent any.

not that i can remember.for hie longest time i can remember feeling very shy and inferior and different.i guess i was born a loser.a shy weak short depressed loser.

i understand but i have a problem connecting to anyone.i dont trust anyone zilch

i always think that no one besides me has problems and ive ruined that *perfect life* for myself.but i guess its not true.btw can you still be happy despite the problems

i cant face someone and realy tel him whats going on.i try to get off with as litle as posible.i trust my parents wont tel anyone but i cant tel them how bad it realy is

thanks omiss.realy apreciate it

plenty of what

doer anyone know couples where husaand is very short and/or wife is taler no names just heigt

my parents dont even know its this bad.i try to make as if e/t is perfect.mercury what would meds acomplish for me.

thanks for the support buisness1.life is pretty tough right now.i dont realy have the energy to deal with it.i wonder what hashem was thinking when he decided to make a freak like me whose realy short,realy quiet,a ton of social and emotional problems,social anxiety,not one friend,exrenely low self esteem,weak.i dont even know why he created me if he knew i wovld be such a loser.(sorry for the rant

actualy mercury it is as bad as it sounds.im not so depresed right now and im not and wasnt exagerating.actualy my class just had a barbecue with my teacher in a park a couple of minutes away from my yeshiva.i was self consious (s/t a little and s/t alot)i was just walking around the whole time hardly saying a word.i have no connection to anyone in my class.i felt rebly bad about myself and the whole time was woried s/o would insult me.also some guys were having races.i was racing with 3 other guys who are cons. nerds.we started as i was racing i heard some guys laghing from behind me.iwas sure they were laghing about me.i think they thought of me as a nerd.im not going to camp this year bec.of my anxiety. why does hashem chalengd me so much.hes given me so many problems.some of these issues ive been having since kindergarden.help!

im feeling realy down.i have so many problems besides for social anxiety which basicaly means im always self consios al the time!.i always have a self esteem which doesnt exist no confidence no friends.so many social and emntional problems.im realy short under 5 ft 2 and done growing amd im male.im picked on a little but since im hypersensitive gt hurts me alot.i feel everyones out to get me help!! stport apretiated