Hashemwillhelp

I’ll kvetch too.

I’m married a while, have no kids and not pregnant yet. It doesnt just hurt, it kills. All day long I see people who got married after me, happily strolling down the street with their babies. Every time I see someone I know they look down to see if I’m pregnant. I’m nervous that there is C”V some crazy problem. We’re about to start testing and I feel like I cant take it anymore. We tried davening and crying so much, taking extra things upon ourselves, going for brachos, davening by kivrei tzaddikim, learning chovos halevovos and shemiras halashon….and it just feels like nothing is helping and I’m downright depressed.

I could go on and on…It just makes me sick to think about it.

I’d rather go read the threads about girls having problems finding seminaries.