mw13, people who really learn bec its what they feel is right Hashem will help them but if you are just sitting and learning because everyone else is then who are you kidding. I B”H have been able to sit and learn for $ years without worry however i do have my obligations which I took upon myself under the chuppa. So its time to face the music and I have no doubt that Hashem will help me on this path as well.