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its like a white sheet,
it hangs in front of my face,
it hides me from their prying eyes,
it obscures their heartless vision,
it allows me to be who I want to be,
who I am,
who I will always be.
I can laugh,
I can cry,
I can be joyful or mourn,
and I can express it.
I can be popular,
I can be mean,
I can be caring and sensitive,
I can be deep and thoughtful,
I can be wacky,
and I can be shy.
I can be what I am,
I can allow myself to just be.
Its the white cloak that hides me in its covers,
its the shades that are pulled down over their eyes,
it allows me to be.
thanks to whoever invented the internet
Oh my gosh,
this cannot be,
I scream NO!,
I shout no,
but the vast emptiness echoes my cries,
the darkness of death,
it stares me in face,
it looks me in the eye and says YES!
I said no.
I told you NO!
You couldn’t take them.
I held onto them for dear life,
and you untangled their life from my grip.
you stole them.
you evil monster.
i said NO!
You didn’t care.
(person who died), I’m sorry! I wish you hadn’t been slipped from my grip! I wish you would’ve lived a longer, healthier, and happier life!and I’m sorry for wronging you so much. Rest In Peace
I try to do good,
but it comes out bad,
I want to be happy,
but I turn out sad.
I try to be accepted,
But I get rejected,
i try to be innocent,
but I’m always suspected.
I try to rejoice,
my joy turns to morn,
to blossom like a rose,
yet I remain a thorn.
To Hashem to be connected,
but I remain afar,
Oh just let me succeed already,
I wish I was a star!
This is after I tried to be a good member of my family only to get yelled at 🙁
The sun glistened from behind the horizon,
The breeze wisked by and the air was fresh,
The twinkling light and the pink streaks of light,
The rays shown strong, reflecting on the pavement,
It was sunset and the holy day was setting in,
The sun was going to its resting place,
Night approached, the sky darkened,
And I knew it was time,
Time to repent,
Time to apologize and beg,
Time to plead with god,
Time to request forgiveness from those I hurt,
For it was too late to change a past,
But a momentous time to change a future,
Promise better actions,
And reach for the stars.
For some reason I haven’t been able to write so much lately so have been in “hiding” but now i have something:
Dear Teachers,
you have power:
The power to destroy,
The power to create,
The power to extinguish,
The power to illuminate.
The power to make sick
The power to disinfect
The power to victimize
The power to protect.
The power to fall apart,
The power to withstand,
The power to be unnatuned
The power to understand.
Teachers are powerful,
With the ability to destroy,
Yet they can use their power
To uplift a lonely boy,
So step up to the plate,
Claim your badge of honor,
But Only if your worthy,
Sincerely, a student
hey guys I’m back and survived camp! was kinda hard but survived!
We appreciate that. However, we have not spoken to a dayan as regards our obligations, and are unfamiliar with the situation.
Edited: Sorry Blabla, what you are doing is spreading unsubstantiated rumors! If you have any kind of real proof, talk to the authorities or the heads of the camp. If you just heard something that has no foundation in fact, you might cause many people tremendous harm. BTW, my own daughter is going to the camp involved, so I am nogeia b’davar and I still don’t think you blindly accuse anyone of something unless you have facts. MODERATOR
It is an awesome camp! nobody said its not! Nobody said that all the staff is bad! I’m just reminding people to be careful and do their research.
I’m nervous, I’m scared,
fear and trepidation,
I just hope I survive,
last through the duration.
I’m off to camp alone,
on nobody to depend,
I must fend for myself,
try not to apprehend.
Will I be myself?
Will I act tip top?
will camp be a success?
or chas veshalom flop?!
Hashem I turn to you,
I know you’ll come along,
only then I’ll know I’m fine,
Somewhere I’ll belong
yeah does anyone have a full list? just so I don’t forget anything…
Junior staff or real staff? Just do research and make sure the people you’ll be dealing with are SAFE
Check out the staff at camp malka before you send there. I know someone who went and liked it while she was there and then found out some info…do research on them just to make sure its safe especially since its relatively new
omg I’ve been insanely busy…
I peer up at the sky,
look at the blue crisp view,
the beaming sun’s rays upon me,
the fluffy white clouds framing a picture perfect seen,
yet something doesn’t settle,
no matter how gorgeous it is,
I’m alone on an island,
in the vast Atlantic Ocean,
a beautiful relaxing island,
magnificent views,
lush green grass,
yet I’m alone.
No matter what, I’m alone on the island.
I honestly don’t get what the big deal is about texting. I’ve been texting since I got a phone and haven’t stopped and I text a TON! and haven’t gotten into any trouble. A few texts I got from weird random numbers I ignore! What’s so complicated? I haven’t texted any guys-only friends and family…I don’t understand why texting is assur according to some people. If you say you can get into trouble with it, fine. But you can also do a lot for torah with it! I know of a rav who texts about torah all the time. Everything can be used for good or for bad…you just have to know how to use it!
A painful sensation gripped my heart,
a gentle tug,
a broken soul emerged,
floundering,
drowning in a sea of blackness,
blown away by the violent waves of a crashing storm,
chaos,
screams and shouts emitted from deep hallow voices,
flying voices,
pained shrieks from the desperate,
wounded lie,
blood surrounds,
dark red puddles form an ocean,
broken bones form an island,
and my broken heart remains alone to withstand the storm.
I’m in a tornado,
in a tumultous raging storm,
threatening,
overtaking my every nuiance of strength,
until I lie there,
resigned,
I’m drained of all strength,
and I’m called a failure,
how can that be?
how can I have failed if I fought till I kissed death?
I don’t know.,
I know that the true world will overtake me one day,
and I’ll see if I passed with flying colors.
wow I’m flattered I’m on that list 🙂
just some more ppl r
middlepath
saysme
puppy
princesseagle
happiest
i for sure forgot a bunch but these are the only additions and then like most of your list 🙂
zk lol i messed up on that one 🙂 but i don’t spend my days and nights here so I really don’t know…whatdya think i look like? haha 😉
zeeskite I see as a little girl with pigtails and big red dots of blush 🙂 jk
i see zk as a 20 year old or s/t girl average height, average weight, brown hair, light skin…i dunno? i don’t read all the threads and you probably said what you look like already…but whatever…
think of it-any number b/w 1-10 multiplied by 9 adds up to 9 so duhhh were all thinking of denmark and oranges
watch your calories!!!!
This week will be a tough one although shabbos was nice. Depends on the minute honestly-sometimes I’m good and sometimes I’m balling. Won’t explain the circumstances because people will for sure know who I am then
Never mind about me doing great…
doing a lot worse! a LOT WORSE!
B”H they are home now and recuperating slowly
I’ve been doing a lot better since! 🙂 Thanx guys ur awesome!
when you call your friend or co-worker kapusta or the wolf 🙂
achas shoalti from MBC and some other songs dunno where there from and can’t sing over the web 🙂
I’m a teen…enough identifying info on the poetry thread 🙂 GO TEENS! where r u guys?
cry no more is a STUNNIN song!
shwekey and baruch levine
when your teeth scrape against a metal spoon or fork
OMG I’m so pissed off by your attitude of the brisk or fail and bjj or fail! There are LOADS of quality girls and boys who go to places other than those two and sorry to burst your bubble but many of the people who go to those places are lousy spouses-so there!
Thanks guys. Bly-believe me I’ve had plenty of talks with him. Somehow none did the trick yet…
Kids who go off the derech usually have a deeper reason and its just a symptom of something wrong. I suggest he go to therapy.
As for your part, unconditional love and compliments (GENUINE!!) and just let him do his thing. The more you object, the more he’ll do it. That’s rebellion’s nature
I stand here,
groping in the dark,
fumbling in the black,
floundering in the deep,
searching for a ray of light,
a spark of hope,
to ignite a bright future,
things seem hopeless,
pains searing through my soul,
bullets and arrows,
piercing my wounded heart,
my disfunctional mind,
and I’m left to swim in the dark,
rise above the roaring waves,
find the hidden light,
see the invisible,
a light,
oh where could it be?
how can I see it?
when life’s so dark and gloomy.
when pain doesn’t cease to inflict you,
when challenges arise in piles,
when you think you’ve got your dose of pain and you just get more…
Honestly, I’m having a really difficult time. Someone close to me is in the ICU in the hospital immediately after a very difficult pesach. I’m in school as regular, doing work, etc. and very overwhelmed. I can’t believe Hashem did this to me!
I think texting’s fun and practical often and I’d never survive without it! I just think its annoying that some schools dont let it…
No way the same for me 🙁
A war zone in my house…between me and my siblings and their husbands/wives…gosh!
K thanks i just don’t wanna have to type up the entire thing again
MODS-was that on purpose or mistake? Can you please not just ignore my post but email me a reply? Thanks
It wasn’t me, but I’ll look at it. We are usually unable to respond to posts by email. Sorry.
The tears well within me,
I moarn over what I’ve seen,
I succumbed to the temptation,
I now want to break the screen.
Oh why did it work?
why did you leave me here?
with a laptop at my disposal,
my cries you just don’t hear.
I’m crying out for help,
I want to stop this trash,
watching grosser things than gross,
myself I just abash.
Shameful miserable things,
enter a once pure mind,
destroy its pure neshama,
once blissful and refined.
HELP Hashem please allow me to stop watching this stuff!
So I’m not the only girl who works like a dog?! phewwwww….
Anonymister,
lying their on the pillow,
white lace flowering the arrangement,
his light blue ribbon adorned outfit,
sleeping softly,
awaiting the moment,
the crowd gathers,
the mother stands there glowing,
radiant with an exausted smile,
the mohel takes the baby,
gives a cut ever so slight,
a burst of tears errupts from the newborn,
the crowd smiles,
congratulates the proud parents,
the bris,
their baby boy
What?! HIE if you knew what me and my friends do compared to their brothers…
HIE-maybe in your house but definitely not mine….:(
revlon lipstick?
bath and body works lip gloss is definitely not okay…
Anyone know if lancome lipstick is okay?
HIE-I’m in no way saying that boys don’t do anything. The reality is that girls are the ones who help out usually in the kitchen which is a huge part of pesach! But yeah, boys do help cleaning the car or garbage or running errands etc.
I think the boys should have much less vacation. At least the girls should have more and shouldn’t be kept in school to prevent them from mingling with the guys…and the girls are the ones that help their mothers most of the time. Its not fair that girls are kept in school for so long because of boys having off.
And I’ve also heard it said about girls and boys that they often loose everything they had gained over vacations…
JUST IMHO so don’t start yelling at me 🙂
Sometimes my efforts remain in vain.
Sometimes people view me with disdain.
Sometimes the pain seems too hard to endure.
Sometimes I need someone here to assure.
Sometimes life seems discouragingly daunting.
Sometimes harsh memories come back haunting.
Sometimes I want to give up and relinquish.
Sometimes bad and good so hard to distinguish.
Sometimes the choices we make are mistakes.
Sometimes life’s too fast-we hit the breaks.
Sometimes life passes seemingly senseless.
Sometimes people are alone and defenseless.
Life’s painful we know, there are struggles along,
But one day I’ll have survived, been so strong.
Hard hard day today 🙁
shlump-you sound like me! my mom always yelling at me that I should take lessons and learn cuz I could do so much….but zero patience and time!! maybe one day 🙂