beevee

@shevayipoltzadik are you there? sry to be annoying but that email thing has some issue with the servers so the answers aren’t going through, just wanted to make sure you’re okay lol

hi @shevayipoltzadik

so happy u found this!

ok so I’m not an expert on this yet, but earlier I tried posting another answer and was wondering why it was taking so long to get approved by the mods. maybe they’re busy, but I think it’s most likely because I posted an email address and that’s probably not allowed? so I’m not sure how we can talk privately, ig let’s see if they approve the other answer.

all the best 🙂

hey, thanks everyone for your answers;

I’m already a part of my local ncsy (even though yeah, I find it a bit too modern sometimes), but apparently, I’m the first BT they have found in a really long time (like 20 years or something), everyone is surprised when I tell them my story. so even though I have made some friends there, most are either “modern FFB” or they sort of just do whatever they want, so yeah, no one like me.

I’m not sure if Oorah is active here, I will try to find out more.

also, I’m not in the NY area.

so basically I do BH have made amazing friends and have plenty of guidance from mentor figures I’ve gotten to know along the way, but I sometimes just want to feel like I have friends who are going through the same things/challenges as me. you don’t necessarily get that with teachers, rebbetzins or FFB friends.

and why do you assume that beevee is a teenage girl and not a 40 year old man looking for H.S. girls
because I would probably be looking someplace else if I were a creep, not on the yeshiva world…