I find that if you watch project inspire videos and listen to shiurim from rav leff, Krohn and others the time passes rather quickly. Its not supposed to be easy. We tend to forget that we are mourning. We are all mourners on Tisha Bav. I dont think anyone who just lost a loved one thinks oh I just wish the shivah would be over already so I can just get on with my life!
B”H I fasted excellently, though I was scared I would not because I was up msot of the night unable to sleep. I also watched the Project Inspire videos, Shearis Haplaitah, The Paper Clips, and was crying the whole time. Certainly was appropriate for the mood of the day. May our next Tisha B’av be a yom tov of simcha.
Went to two excellent shiurim which made the time go faster. One was at night, after Eicha, and the other was after early mincha. During the time I was home I went through some of the Tisha b’Av materials we have. The day went by pretty fast (no pun intended). We also had ice cream after the fast, which has been our post Yom Kippur/Tisha b’Av minhag for many years now.
I broke it already:( I wasn’t feeling well, as usual. The only fasts I really fast on end up being yom kippur and tisha bav because I am a horrible faster.