ayiddisheneshomaiscrying: I’m truly sorry you are going through such a terrible ordeal.
I haven’t posted anything in close to three years, and barely visited the cr (since my internet is usually filtered and it’s blocked). I had my internet opened for a different reason, and just popped in for a minute. When I saw this thread I knew I had to post.
I saw you were advised to go to Rabbi Weiss from Eitza. I hate to give names and speak loshon hora, but this is letoeles. He is clearly NOT the right person to go to. I have had a terrible experience with him – he nearly ruined my life!
I don’t want to go into details since I might be recognized by other people, but I beg you to try other organizations first. I was b”H not abused, but had other issues as a teen (I am still using this sn, but I am not a teen anymore). I reached out to eitza for help and just sank deeper in the abyss I was in. I b”H got out of it through the help of my very devoted, caring and smart mother. I am currently married and am a mother myself b”H 🙂
Wishing you lots and lots of hatzlacha and siyatta dishmaya.