Broken Heart

APushetaYid, you make me sad –

First of all it sounds like you are in need of clarity, I do hope that you will reach out to your rav and try to sort out your feelings –

But is sounds like it is more than feelings involved –

I will keep you in my own prayers –

Ya know when we were in school, our teachers and Rabbeim were there to “hold our hands” through the process, then we were left on our own…if you don’t each out it is a sink or swim kinda thing…

I wish you only the best,