t-a-o-m- i wanted to give you chizuk to show you that there are incredible people in this world! My zaidy is a holocaust survivor and he has spoken to thousands if not millions of people across the world. He saw the horrors of the holocaust yet his nickname today is SMILEY! you heard me! SMILEY!
His story has alot to do with chessed, and this was my main point. Often when we are caught up in bad things in our lives, Hashem is sending us messages and they can be very hard to read and understand. If you keep trying and can’t seem to figure it out, try to do a hobby or activity to get a clearer mind with. If you arent already doing so, join a chessed. something you feel like YOU will benefit from giving and THEY will benefit from your giving. If you feel you are lacking time, do something small like find out if there is a lonley lady near you who needs chizuk. or if there are sick children that need toys and start a toy drive. or bake challahs and give them to a family who cant afford. There are so many things I can think of and I’m sure (you sound like an incredibly sweet and amazing girl) you will find where your strength lies. Chessed allows for feelings of positivity and happiness. A smile costs nothing!
So my suggesntion is, get involved! Do something for someone else and take the spot light off of you for an hour a week! Hatzlacha 🙂