Vogue
As far as music goes rap is the worst stuff for your neshama. I have posted about this before but bekitzur it is horribly destructive and I personally saw a good friend go into a depression and end up off the derech almost exclusively from listening to rap music. It literally is poison for the soul. Not to mention that usually the people who make rap music are from the lowest dregs of society (some are murderers and rapists…) so you are putting their filthy soul into your pure holy soul. Please you have to give up the rap. It is definitely ruining you.