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Okay, I can’t deal with this anymore! I need $10 for school tomorrow and I don’t have it because my dad gambled everything, and I mean EVERYTHING away. I don’t know why Hashem thinks I can deal with this. sometimes, all i want to do is just overdose and end it all. It hurts me to say this but I’m already cutting and I just CANT DO THIS! All of my teachers keep asking me what’s wrong- I can’t tell them because it’ll ruin my family’s reputation even more than it already is. Any friendship I have is not a real friendship because my friends dont really know anything about my father. I spend my days and nights crying and I don’t know what to do! my sisters are in therapy( theyre paying for it themselves) but I can’t afford it- I know I need it but it wouldnt work out. I feel like my time on this world is coming to an end and I’m not ready for it. And I’m just ramblig and spilling my life story and I really shouldnt be. Mods, I understand if you dont let this through. I probobly shouldnt even submit it but….