Coffefan- Yes! I know exactly what you mean!!!
That’s how I felt in the beginning with pricking myself and injecting on shabbos..it was a horrible feeling but then i came to terms with it and realized that i got a mitzvah every time i turned on my meter and pricked myself 🙂 I pretty much adapted that same attitude towards fasting although it was REALLY hard in the beginning.
For some people the nisayon is to fast and for others its NOT to fast!