eclipse your poem is BEAUTIFUL. absolutely stunning. i once wrote something on a similar note. i started writing it at 19 and finished it when i was about 22. it kept me strong for 8 years (got married at 27). i read it nearly everyday and every night before i went to sleep. and everytime a shidduch went bad and i got hurt, i read it. i kept a copy in my siddur by shmoneh esray to remind me to daven harder. it kept me hopeful that there is that light at the end of the tunnel and my chosson was out there somewhere waiting for me. ill share with you mine. your gonna find your guy bezras Hashem very soon!
Dearest future chosson,
Where ever you may be
I am waiting for you so eagerly
Just so I can finally say
You are special to me in every way
Your neshama shines and sparkles so bright
From it emanates a radiant light
Materialism to you is no issue
Just to be rich in torah and mitzvos too
Flowing through your veins is a sweetness I cant explain
A love for learning and growing to sanctify Hashem’s name
A cheerful and pleasent demeanor, an optimistic mind
When tough times develop the stregnth of bitachon you simply find
With joy and pleasure you help others so selflessly
Bringing nachas to Hashem and to your family
With all your words and actions the Shechina rests
In all your sorrows and in all your tests
The boy you are is the girl I aspire to be
Because you are you is the reason I am me
In order that I can be zoche for you
I must myself up to what you do
It is what I have strived for these last few years
It took alot of courage and alot of tears.
I share with you a piece of my true essence
For its because of you my growing has such persistance
Its in your zechus for all the torah I learn and mitzvos I do
There are no words that can sufficiently thank you
We are so close yet so very far apart
I can feel you inside me with every beat of my heart
I am yours and you are mine
Together our souls rightfully intertwine
Two hearts, minds, and bodies to unite as one
There’s so much to accomplish and it hasnt yet begun
Eventhough we’ve never met there’s still so much to say
I cant express how greatly I anticapate that day
You are a priceless gift, my very own precious treasure
Thinking of you gives me endless amounts of pleasure
My dear chosson, oh how I wish you could know
That you make so happy and give me such glow
B’ezras Hashem I will make you feel the same way
It is what I do daven for every single day
Without you I am not complete
But I will become whole the day we meet
To stand with you under the chupa in perfect harmony is sheer bliss
Devoting our lives to each other to build a bayis
You are the only one my heart longs for
With each passing day I love you more and more
My love for you is for all eternity
As we grow together in divine spirituality
My beloved chosson, know that every word of this is true
And it written and dedicated only to you
Always remember how special you are to me
From the depths of my heart…
Your future kallah,
mercury