SaysMe: I wrote a long post to you, and then deleted it, because I don’t think you’re really interested in what I had to say.
It sounds to me like you’ve made up your mind. You want to be completely pure, college is making you less sensitive, therefore you are going to leave college.
It’s up to you. I think the posters in this thread have given you important information. I hope you process it and ask someone for advice before making a decision you may regret in the future.