saysme-
gess what?? i just dont study when im in bad moods!! it works wonders and BH still get beautiful marks when i dont study.. and s/ts when i do study i dont do so well.. all in Hashems hands!!
and REFUAH SHLEIMA:) i didnt rly understand ur post if u in the hosptal or not.. BTW there is SOME good n ur sitch.. i had to get surgery in the summer and was NOT pleasent cuz messed up all my summer plans but in the end was rlly good for a certain reason..
Hang in there and keep on davening!!