Reply To: Sherut Leumi… I don't know what to do

because its a lot of money to ask for from one person. I understand that there are many seminaries for baalei teshuvas, however, I don’t feel that they are appropriate for someone my age (if I were 22-23 years old, that would be different).

The idea of tuition being optional seems to good to be true.

I can want a lot of things, but it is important to be in reality.

Unless Rabbi Meisels knows I am calling, I do not be the one to initiate that… I get nervous about these things.

Its very nerve-wracking to ask people for that kind of money, I have done that before, several times, but I – I just don’t see myself wanting to go through that, when I am 99% sure the answer will be no. Unless someone specifically has a connection to that kind of money… I am not wealthy, but now I just feel bad about the fact that i don’t have money…