You were obviously being satirical like your talking during leining (as you are a baal koreh)
Yes, I grant you that that was satirical. That’s also the oldest of my self-criticisms here on the boards, well before I began being seriously self-critical.
talking to girls (your family)
No, I meant that seriously. Like I said, I began internalizing some of the more extreme elements of the board’s population and their positions and, perhaps, even began carrying them too far myself.
I really dont understand your apology and I think its another one of your “funny” jokes.
You’re entitled to think that. You’re also entitled to withhold your acceptance of same. I only hope that one day I can convince you to change your mind.
I’ll say this much for myself — I do have a very good sense of humor. If I’m trying to be funny, it will be unambiguously so.
you sound depressed. consider therapy.
You might be right, but I’m not considering therapy for personal reasons.
The Wolf