Coffee addict, I’m sorry I didn’t respond to this thread till now. I feel very similar to how you’ve been feeling. Every time I post something, I feel guilty about it, knowing that ayc, one of the most kind, sensitive people that has ever been here, isn’t posting because of the terrible thing that happened. In regard to the whole impersonation, my reaction to it was to be silent and not post anything, though inside I was bursting with anger and disbelief. I know, it isn’t healthy to do that, but that’s what I did. And after everything that happened, I couldn’t bring myself to post for a week. Though now I’ve tried to move on, but I don’t feel proud about that. But I’m glad that you’ll start posting again. Please forgive me for not noticing you were away, lately I’ve been oblivious to anything really going on, since I mainly just go straight to the poetry thread.
Hoping you’re well.