Nice to see you’re still around A600KiloBear. Having that simple belief in God is a blessing, in my opinion. Sometimes I wonder if people who seem so strong in their faith don’t have doubts too. It’s hard to believe without proof, but sometimes you see God without looking for him.
The other day I was driving westward during sunset, and the sun was so huge, like a ball of fire. I definitely saw God in that. Sometimes you get inspired and you’re so sure He’s there, watching over you, and other times you feel a void, like you’re stuck in a cold place. Stay strong, and don’t take the “yenta” questioning affect how you feel about God. Believing in God’s existence has nothing to do with the way you are expected to live your life, by others.