A600KiloBear, if you’re don’t like the “feeling <you get> around all these families with children” then maybe you should go to a community where this is not the emphasis. If its the location that makes you uncomfortable, change the setting! Don’t throw everything aside b/c of other people.
I know the pain and the uneasy feeling of being around people with large families, and the negativety associated with those that don’t want or are unable to have families. The pain is a test, and if its the people that make you uncomforbale than find another Jewish community that will make you comfortable.