Hi Jothar.
What you posted was a HUGE and SHINING example of the highest of character, and you did it on a public forum with no boundaries!
I just want to suggest you do not belabor the point and realize that you are an intelligent, learned, and very passionate person.
And like the rest of us, we have to temper the way we conduct ourselves and learn lessons. There is no way on earth to avoid that challenge for any of us.
I believe you are learning to harness your great passion and once you do, you are destined to make even greater contributions to the world.
I cannot speak for everyone, but I know you are an example for me to have the courage to elevate myself when it is called for. And sooner or later, all of us will have to meet and rise above that challenge. I hope I do so, just as you have done here. Many dont. But you did, and should be commended.
Have a great Shabbos!