Also, do i tell my friends “‘
So you HAVE friends! You are already ahead of the game. Many kids who feel socially awkward, don’t really have any friends (all you need is one or two really good ones). High school is a difficult time for so many kids. You perceive your class as being the most confident. i am willing to bet there are a lot more kids who feel similarly to your own feelings, than you would believe. You are not the first, nor the last teen to have these self-doubts. I
wish I had a magic pill for you, but I don’t. If you can find someone sensitive and non-judgmental (like a school counselor, or a trusted teacher) try talking to them. What about your parents?