Mischief, and to everyone else – well at least you can change your attitude about wanting to get better and change. what i mean is to go get yourself help. its fine and good to get help nothing is wrong if its needed. Talk to someone who can get you help. YES life is not easy everyone has stuff going on even the people who arnt mean and always have a smile on there face. i can tell you from experience from my friends confiding in me also from my own self. It is what it is .
From my own experience attitude is a big difference i worked at it and worked at it and worked at it. If you want, what I did take a notebook and write in it once a day or even twice a week and write down when you said or saw something in a positive light. It really works I thought it would never work cause why write something down if u don’t feel that way. you will see it will make a difference in yourself after a while it might take some time like a few month to see yourself “changed” but it really works I know it works when i someone told me “wow,you really see things in a positive way” This person who said it was was a friend. so i told her she tried it and said it really made a difference (she had her own crazy stuff going on in her life no easy street, depressed and all that.
I hope i did not give myself away I am a bit embarrassed but for the sake of other people. i had to give some advice and shear some of my own life experiences. I hope this can help you.
Anyone knows me? let me know it would be kinda funny. if anyone does, let me know. lets go start guessing!