Thanks aries and middle. I def have a good support system but this person is just a friend who knows everything and said they’d support me through the whole process so it’s hard that he’s not anymore in the same way he was originally. I know he’s still here for me but just not the same way he was before. He is actually waiting for me to do something in regards to this but I just am too scared to. And also I don’t even know if by me doing this it’ll change the way things are between us.
I know there are people who are in the same situation and it kills me!! And it should give me chizuk that there are ppl in the same situation but it doesn’t. It hurts me so much and I don’t know. I just feel strange 🙁
Sorry for complaining!! And thanks for e/t!!!