“i love coffe it’s not that i don’t want to get to personal it’s just that i want a professsonal that can tell me truly how to get rid of certain things and not just supress it like i’ve been doing for the past few years.”
So just tell your parents exactly what you told me. I dont know your parents but im sure they can understsand.
BTW, I think it was very mature of you that you were able to realize that you were dealing with certain situations/doubts and hopefully you would make the smart desicion of telling your parents. If they are not willing to pay for a psychologist maybe you can talk to a rabbi or a techer/counselor. Maybe all you need is a mentor… Try to keep your options open if they are available.