i feel like i used to talk much more than i do now, and like i never had to think before i said anything cuz i always had to sm to say and it was comfortable!….
now i feel like i’m more awkward but i think it’s cuz i’m thinking more before i say anything[LH or anything else derogatory].. i dont really like how i’m more awkward especially around people who used to be my close friends its so upsetting 🙁
I also realized that when i’m thinking in my head so much “Is this awkward? is this awkward?” it ends up being awkward, but when i don’t think about it, the conversation was really going good 🙂