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“I know I’m rambling here so I’ll stop now.”
You are NOT rambling in the least. You are just putting yourself down again, which can lead to depression.
You are feeling lonely and isolated. Where can you go to enjoy yourself and meet others? A shiur? A dance class?
Please feel free to share with us in the CR your difficult day and what your students said. We enjoy hearing from you and sharing with you.
You are not alone.