When I was in yeshivah and just out of yeahivah I had extremly little knowledge of shadchannim or where to go to find others.
Now 30 years later it’s way too late to find someone to have children with, not to mention that I hardly have a penny to my name to go out on dates anyway.
I was cheated and there is no way I can ever get back the lost time and opportunities, it’s over for me.