adorable
“every time I think I can trust myself I fail. so frustrating”
That is the reason why we Daven every morning that Hashem should protect us from nisyonos, (Velo Liday Nisayon…)
Also, it is advisable that in an area that you know you have a problem, you must put up syagim, fences. For example a food addict who has serious issues with food should NOT walk in to Walmart or some other supermarket and an addicted gambler shouldnt walk into a casino.