Interesting stories – but I wish you would stop separating between Yid and goy.
do you say Havdallah?
do you know the meaning of the words?
do you think about them?
DO YOU BELIEVE THEM?
do you understand that Hashem has made us a Holy Nation, a Kingdom of Priests, above and apart from the nations of the world.
you should address your wish to HaKodesh Boruch Hu.