Reply To: To talk or not to talk??

seeallsides: there is only one person who lives in my area id i rather not walk home with bec. of diff reasons so keeping my mind occupied then is really hard

and at nite that is a great idea the only thing is do u know of anything specific that i can listen to regarding this issue

smartcookie: the reason why i stopped going there is bec he was a guy and he would talk to me i didnt think it was app. especially since he wasnt related to me or anything, and i think he was quite comfterable talking to me and i was also and i didnt want this to start with him and then i would continue talking to other guys also just like i did with him i dont want ppl to think i talk to guys either. whenever i think abt him its either what he said to me or the way he acts i dont think its terible but i just want to get him off my mind i never thought that at some point in my life that i wouldnt be able to go somewhere bec oof something like this now when i see a guy weird sense comes to me i feel wierd like i did the wrong thing and i ask myself why did i do that what was i thinking. i also feel that he kinda ruined things in my life cuz i always enjoyed goin shoppin for my mom or with her and i feel terrible now cuz i cant help my mom carry the pkgs or load the car its a horrible feeling that comes to me each time i think of this i always enjoyed helping my mother and i love to go out so this was one thing that really helped my mother and i enjoyed