I had a “l’shaym shomayim” jihad going on against me…I don’t even EXPECT to be asked mechila….And think of me as you wish,but I am unable to be moichel the incredible damage either.No forgiveness speeches please,until you’re standing exactly where I’m standing.
EVERYTHING IS FROM HASHEM,but “migalgilin chov AL YIDEI CHAYAV”.(No,not the Chayav from the CR)