TOOMUCHOO:
It’s because your parents are so stressed out from each other,that you feel they don’t understand you.It’s just hard for them to focus while furious.
Normal is waking up each morning and doing THE BEST YOU POSSIBLY CAN until you go to sleep at night.If anyone in your life is indicating that you are “not normal”,ask them to define exactly what they mean.
And if it’s really driving you crazy wondering if you are normal,discuss it with either a close friend who isn’t a blabbermouth,or an older person you trust.
And Hashem is there taking care of you every second–just sometimes He “hides His face” from us,for certain amounts of time.It’s like the sun,there alll the time,we just don’t always SEE it.Talk to Hashem–even in plain English–and ask Him to help you feel His caring.