WIY I am still pretty new around here, but lately you’ve been posting one nice word after the other. true words of wisdom. I like what you said, the first long thing you wrote. But I have one problem with what you said as follows.
: “if we believe that everything that happens to us, whether pleasant or otherwise, comes from Hashem than the people who deliver Hashem’s will are simply puppets. We therefore harbor no resentment against people who have wronged us”.
This can sometimes lead me to feel angry at Hashem. After all, He IS the Master with the PLAN! And here I am suffering.
How does one over come this???? I did get publicly humiliated this past week in a retail store by a heimishe owner, unrightfully so, and i am still angry against him. I see/know/believe it was Hashem who wanted this to happen to me. Its hard to say “thanks abishter” even if I did remove a few aveiros through it.