I almost cried when I read telegrok’s last post…
The situation I’m in isn’t very different than the one posted here. Its being expected of me to marry a chushive boy who’ll be learning for a nice number of years. My friends, family, they all expect it of me. But since I came into the shidduchim world quite a bit later than the rest of my friends (was wating for my older sibling to get engaged) its been a long while since sem and I’m not this real type of girl I was couple of years ago… I feel like I’m faking myself… I’m not myself with those boys that are being introduced…
Perhaps (doubtfully) there’s a solution out there…?