absolutely not! funny cuz I just realized that that’s how it must come across (trying to make you ask for the name of the book). I’m not like that- I say it the way it is, you don’t have to come begging
cold? Far from it. (Why are you putting thoughts in my head that were never there?)
However, it’s not called hishtadlus, bitachon or emunah when you say: i believe in g-d… and then don’t do your part
If you’re saying that you DO try, and that you are doing your part- then the irony can kill.
You said: you don’t care about how this might affect your future, you live for the moment, all you want to do is party, you hear what we have to say- but don’t want to change now, guilt is in the right direction?? I’m aiming to be a perfect bumb etc…
And you’re telling me you’re doing your part. Please explain
(I want to hear your side. I’m not accusing you)