RaisedEyebrows, is it something you are tempted to do again (even though the guilt is so bad)?
Hatzlacha with your search for your bashert. When the day comes and you get married, you think about a lot of things. I found the day I got married to be one of the most introspective days of my life. You are choosing to build a new life with someone. You may think about this.
When you get to the chupah, concentrate on how wonderful your marriage is going to be and how thankful you are to Hashem. Daven for yourself, your family your friends…
Good luck!