Reply To: Mussar

yiskay: not saying my parents are going to like it but dont you think that if it is just pushing me further off that it is smarter for them to kind of let go? and yeh maaybe i wouldnt like it i never said i would act diffrently if i was my parents but that doesnt mean that they are doing the smart thing (or the right thing)(and laxziness was the wrong word more of a disintrest in it)

22oldgold: i want to be allowed to do what i want if i am not hurting anyone then it is my life and noone should be allowed to tell me how to live it in the end it is me who needs to live with my past not my parents so if i dislike my future at least i can say it is my own fault but if i am unhappy with how my life turns out because of my parents that will just leave me saying see maybe if i had done what i had wanted i would be happy now (and i know that if i am unhappy with my life because of me that i can blame it on my parents for not telling me what would happen but that would still be my own fault so at least i know that i am the only one to blame)

ayrian: they dont know what? and it is hypocrtical that they were willing to throw me out of my home where i would need to fend for myslef but after deciding not to tey think i cannot make the decision of how to lead my life if i am mature enough to fend for myself i should be mature enough to decide how i want to live my life…and no i do not want my parents want it does not give me enjoyment to see them unhappy but i have to live my life i want to decide how to do it i dont want other people telling me how it should turn out they dont need to live with what i do but if i do what they want i need to live with that i dont want that i want to live with my own decisions not someone elses i dont tell them how to live thier life they should not be making me live mine how they want