brooklyn, i agree with intelligent that there is nothing wrong with marrying the frist boy you date. many girls have done so and have lived very happy lives, just as happy as their friends who married the 5th, 7th, 10th or 30th. at the right time for all iy”h and if it is the first than b”h! and im glad you think your prety, b”h for your healthy self esteem!
and bored@work, many ppl claim they would love to live in israel for a long, long time but then just havta come home to mommy (im sure you know some ppl like that) but i hope your able to fulfill your dream!