Reply To: At Risk Teenager

Kiruvwife- I have never contacted any of those orginizations nor do I plan on it. But I dont think tznius is part of my problem at all. Thank you for your advice. I probally do need a women in my lfie but for some reason I get along ebtter with men (and hurt)

Also everyone who says they wish they could help me more. Being here and being supportive helps a lot me. But since you cant help me more personally do me a favor. Theres thousnds more kids like me, I am not asking you to pull of the streets. And not all of them are willing to change. But if one comes into your life try to help them to the best of your capablities, whether finding them the right people or jsut lending a lsitening ear.

Chasid of Hashem- Thank you for your concern. I am getting proffesional help, hopefully it will help. But tis a slow process. Also I like what you said about how the 3 months were not a waste, they also show me that I can do it again.

Itzik_S- I guess mods didnt let tit through, things have changed since I posted my screename on here.

I think I am messed up so therefor let messed up people in my life. But also I care and sometime I let myself be taken advanatge of. But its something I am working on.

I dont think people think I am worthless I think that I am wortless and therefore dont always associate with the ebst of people or push away those people. being that one of the rapists was family, it hruts to hear how worthless they are and how they deserve kareis but yea I know its them its not me who ddi wronf. But its the lfiestyle I took when I was hurting. I did really really bad things.

I actually dont eat enough, but I think I look healthy.

These people are not staring at me cause they think they can help, msot jsut look out of pity or disgust.

Thank you for caring and for all your advice.

I actually dont think I am a person that you should learn a leson from. Like I said I have done abd things and emssed my life up. bit I am human so I am trying to pick myself up.

Syriansephardi- i am assuming you ahve neevr been raped, its not something you feel comfortable telling my parents. They dont deal well with crisis and it would hurt more then help me