Dearest Teenager: My heart it breaking for you and your pain, I admire your courage to be open about your situation even in an anonymous place like the cr. I do hope that you are in therapy, if not…I’m sure we can find a place for you that is free as well as anonymous. I know that day to day life must be hard for you but…I feel like for someone in your matzav..think of yourself like your whole life is just 24 hours long. when you wake up in the morning you are a new person with a new life…..(sounds silly but not really it’s just a coping tactic) From your posts i can see that you are not public with your family about what happened to you and I feel for you…believe me I know what it’s like to no be able to talk to the people you are closest (or would like to be) with….for whatever reason it may be, I’m sure yours is good, for you, for now…. have you ever considered rachels place, it would mean that you would need to go public on some level but there are other girls there like yourself. Just something to think about…for when you are ready. Till then I wish you only bracha and hatzlachah and please know that you are in our prayers. Hashem has his reasons and although we can’t understand them we have to live with the fallout of some of his descisions, know that we are here and will do what we can to help you make some sense of it all. You have your whoel life ahead of you…so let’s make it a great one. Good Shabbo
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