Julie,
Welcome, may your journey be inspiring to others!
It so important to be in touch with your Rabbi but even more importantly in this stage, is your Rebbetzin. Listen to the way she speaks, not just the words that she uses, but the tone. Listen to how she interacts with her husband and children, notice the way she dresses and remember while she should be your guide, she is also human.
See the beauty in our Torah and remember you are not alone!
Good luck and enjoy your gift!