A good cry

I just want a good cry

with a friend who’ll sit and won’t ask why

I wish all of this made sense to me

I wish I understood, HaShem’s vision I’d see

But I can’t, I can only hold on

While humming and writing on my way some new songs

Only Hashem can help me, that I know

My friends can make sure I ‘m not alone

I’m so confused and befuddled

Inside I’m a little girl who wants her mother to come and cuddle

And tell her it’s gonna be alright

and that she’ll become stronger from this fight

inside is that girl that’s terrified

from all the rules the adults defy

On the outisde, I’m a big girl that needs a break

to comfort that little girl inside who claims this is all just a big mistake

“this only happens to big girls!!!” She protests

‘But if Hashem is giving this to me, I can’t be that little I confess’

if Hashem believes in me

I’d be stupid not to see

that I can do this!!!! With a smile, not a sigh

but maybe after a nice good cry….