Things are improving this faze is slowly drifting away… Im feeling slightly better but not completely just yet , please daven for me.
Gefen I’ll try to be as positive as I could get for you. I know what it’s like to read negative things, it leaves a massive impact on the happy people. When I used to be a happy person I was very much like that I never wanted to hear anything negative, sad or depressing… I think it was because I wasn’t a happy person underneath deep inside and now it has come to the surface… It was the undercurrent that made me feel that way toward the negative people, but I just blocked it out, and possibly for too long…