Hello all, i am a mid aged male, who before the tragedy thought i was insensivite, cold, and whatever other adjectives coudl describe someone lacking emotion. i have not had a day where i did not cry multiple times in a single day since wednesday, unfortunatley, including shabbos. Of course, klal yisroel as a whole feels as such, but i am wondering, why is this so painful and hurtful, and when will this pain end ?