Reply To: Lo sichanem

Nom, im sorry to hear that emunah is “wishy washy” for you. People can decide what it is they believe in. People die for their beliefs.

Your question of how can there be a mitzvah to believe, is disproven by its existence; evidently if if the Torah writes that we must believe in it, we are able to and to discern between wishy washy doubtful faith and real faith.

It’s a pity that you don’t believe in your own capacity to believe. That’s your real issue.